getting warmer...

i experienced that peculiar brand of shame that usually only comes with having a biblical name.
with nowhere hair nothing eyes deep sigh uneasy air
triple crowned son in his anglican gut wonders if the wandering is best left to others,

through himselves he weaves the mantra he can never be man, master cast , with plasterrrrrr
he carves it into table - 2 x 3 -

"when you first notice immortality is beginning to abandon thee".

she wrote - boy, you won't even live to a footnote.
he proclaimed,
my only aim is to leave a stain.

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tame her with frantic early morning emails.
spell out 'i fucking love you' in chemtrails.
bathe in bravery.
become famous, for your defiant pathos.
arrange a transfer to speaker's corner
to argue the case of the both the latter, and the former.

and your days
everafter
will become
slightly softer
easier.
and warmer.
and warmer.

adn warmrer